Rayon Rashid

Test Shoot

Going Thru

no hope left, compassion dried up

i won't wait for your call

i need some sleep

have things to do tomorrow

you were never the light to my darkness

even though i cried and begged

nothing seems to move thy heart

i needed you to rescue me

my life needed a special something

not your cruel urging things

i use to want to see your everyday

eve though i was aware you were unfaithful

my heart still stayed faithful

it still loved and cared

it was ready to open up, to share

but you where never here, never there

where were you? in someone else's nest

now i'm a boy with too much misery

my love life is cold without you

again then its eerier if i let you go

you never had any good intentions for us

you never even notice the little things i do to make you happy

i can't keep up with these attitudes, lies and crooked emotions

i'm trying to cope with it but i've ran out of time, out of patience, out of love

i've cried so many nights, hold my pillow tight, tired of being alone

i'm just a ghost in your heart, i'm just another fling

well i want to be recognised, i want to be loved

and something call reality says you not the one